Ronan Keating "Lost for words"

If I can't find the words...

Waiting for this feeling
That I'm drowning in to subside
You make me swim like a beginner
Like I'm new at life
All these words don't come easy
No they always seem to stop
There is awkward silence yeah
Anytime we talk

Oh but I wanna let it in
I wanna ease all your doubts
I keep trying to get it out

But if I can't find the words
To tell you what I'm feeling
Baby that don't mean
It don't mean that I don't feel it
I'm trying to tell you girl
But if you don't believe just look and see
My face says what you mean to me
When I can't find the words

I know I can send you flowers
To try to make my feelings clear
And girl I could hold you tight for hours
I wanna tell you what you're trying to hear

Oh and I wanna let it in
I wanna ease all your doubts
I keep trying to get it out

But if I can't find the words
To tell you what I'm feeling
Baby that don't mean
It don't mean that I don't feel it
I'm trying to tell you girl
But if you don't believe just look and see
My face says what you mean to me
When I can't find the words

But I know sometimes I leave you so upset
Cos I got all these bits and pieces in my head
I know because I let you struggle with the things I haven't said

When I can't find the words
When I can't find the words
When I, when I, when I can't find the words
I wanna ease all your doubts (ease all your doubts)
I keep trying to get it out

But if I can't find the words
To tell you what I'm feeling
But baby that don't mean
It don't mean that I don't feel it
I'm trying to tell you girl
But if you don't believe just look and see

My smile says what you mean to me
When I can't find the words
If I can't find the words

Life is damn beautiful!

Olete kunagi unistanud näha maailma ilusaimat unenägu ning siis avastada, et see polegi uni? Minuga mõni hetk tagasi justnii juhtus, enne hambapesu ja enne tuppa tulemist.

Panin jope selga, soe sall kaela, emme kalossid jalga, võtsin mp3-e ja Morgani ning läksin õue. Tegin mõned sammud, avasin värava astusin ning sulgesin väravaukse enda järel. Kõrvaklapid kõrva, empekas tööle ning otsemaid tuli sealt suurepärane laul, pärast seda veel üks ja nii edasi. Seega, ma seisin enda aia taga tee peal, vahtisin taevasse. Taevas oli paksult ilusaid, hämmastavalt ilusaid tähti täis, üks säravam kui teine. See lummas mind täielikult. Mõni minut seisingi keset teed, silmad taevapoole ning imetlesin seda põhjamaist ilu. Veidi aja pärast hakkasin keerutama. Taevasilmad moodustasid karusselli. Veidi aja pärast avastasin end tantsimast keset teed, olles ihuüksi tähistaeva valguses. Minu üllatuseks otsustas kaks tähte end loovutada ning need langesid alla, VIUH! Siiski jõudsin ma soovida, mis on minu puhul haruldane. Kaks esimest soovi, mis pähe tulid. Ma tean, et need lähevad täide. Muud võimalust polegi, need tähed ei veaks mind nõnda alt. Olin üdini selle hetke lummuses. Selle hetke, milles viibisin vaid mina ning tähed.

Ma tõesti ei tea, kui kaua ma väljas viibisin, kuid tuppa jõudes valdas mind sootuks teine tunne kui ennist välja minnes. Selline kogemus on kindlasti see, mille peab salvestama oma salavarna, mis koosneb kõige imelisematest mälestustest, mis eales läbi elatud. Nüüd on mul juures üks ilus-ilus mälestus, mida taaselustada halvematel aegadel, et see siis südant soojendaks ja hinge paitaks.



Elu on ilus! :)